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I'm back baby!!! I haven't posted in awhile, but never fear, Cathy's here!! I'm posting from my new crib in Halifax, and to some that would be exciting, but to me it's just getting more and more depressing. I'm not entirely sure how Steve is taking the move over, but I feel like I'm falling apart. I never thought that I would miss working, but I do miss working, I just really want a fucking job, or at least some form of income. And then there's Maude, AND THEN THERE'S MAUDE!!! I'm feeling very isolated here. Back home there wasn't a day that went by that I didn't see my mom, or my sister, or Emma, and it's killing me not to have them close to me. On the island I only had a few friends, but here I don't have any, and even though I am a ver solitary person, right now I just feel like I'm completely alone. The only person I'm close to around here is Steve, but sometimes I just don't want to talk to him. I'm also very worried about my future now, it's all very up in the air at this point and it's kind of scary. I feel like I have a huge weight on my shoulders, and nothing I do can lift it. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
On a brighter note a piece of my artwork was displayed in a Halifax newspaper dealy thing. It was totally cool!!! I don't have too much else to say right now, I think I'm gonna go put some of the ideas in my head down on paper. Later Days

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[info]childofcrow wrote:
Jul. 22nd, 2005 07:08 pm (UTC)
You guys always have us. We're 3 buildings away.
[info]antipositron wrote:
Jul. 24th, 2005 04:02 pm (UTC)
Just remember, moving away is not always a permanent thing. It's not like you'll never see any of us again. We'll always be there for you guys in one way or another.
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